Past month and a half

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 Well, this past month and a half has been crazy ha-ha. so much up and downs mentally and emotionally.

Been going through it with my depression and not feeling good enough, that why is all my efforts going unnoticed. yes I know I have to put more effort into my blog and podcast but my TikTok and YouTube is just going too slow and I need the income to start generating and people to buy from my small business, but can't make people buy but yet I need them too as it's hard to get a 9 to 5 job for me being disabled and because I also want to be my own boss. I just feel like some people have it easier by some unforeseen force out there, 

but if you are reading this, don't give up on your dreams, yes, it is hard but persistent will pay off even if it doesn't feel like it most times.

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