Boring to Better

It is the next day, The show was okay, I made 2 sales. I sold a hat and 6 turtle keychains. It was snowing so we all think that is why no one was really coming. but it's okay I was 10 dollars shy of making the fee back. ugh one day I will make that back and then some. hopefully soon. well i have another one next weekend and that one is free so let's see how that goes

 So, I have a craft show tomorrow. I am always anxious because this is my job, I want and need to make money. Really, I have a vendor show every weekend for the next 3 weeks with the last one being a 2 day show. Stressed but excited. I want to grow my business and need to step up my game to getting things done. But back to tomorrow, I am as ready as I can be. I don't have change for customers and that stresses me out. lol I make sure I can afford the show and have stock change is second. But, I want to succeed more than anything, and to do this while dealing with my mental health, Depression and anxiety. getting over trauma and self-doubt as well as comparing myself to others. Its a struggle but i know i can do it Remember you are loved and are amazing

 My daughter texted me while she was at school and said her lungs hurt. Before you judge me and ask why I didn't go get her from school, I'm broke and my car is on E and her school is on the other side of town than the hospital and we live a little closer to the hospital, so I waited until she got home. Anyway, when she got home, I asked the usual questions and had decided to wait until the next day. A few hours go by and I change my mind and decide to take her last night and so we went and got there at about 9pm and was there until 2 am. All tests came back fine, and she is okay but stayed home from school today to rest and be extra cautious. parenthood is no joke, but I wouldn't have it any other way. Remember always take it one day at a time, no matter what it is you are facing.

Hello, My Name, is Shanda. I am on a self-betterment journey called "Boring to Better". What does that entail you may ask? Well, I am bettering myself, My mental, emotional and physical health. Learning to let go of what was and look forward to what is to come. Healing all the traumas I have and taking back my life how I want it.  A way I am working on my mental health is by crocheting, going to therapy and not caring what others think of me. I have also grown and continuing to grow my online followers especially on TikTok. that helps me step outside my comfort zone just enough to grow my emotional and mental health.  I am on a weight loss journey and so far, have lost 125lbs with some help from mounjaro.  I am also disabled can't walk to far and need a mobility scooter for assistance for longer distances. I have a small business that I opened in 2023 that I am working on, so I am able to do what I love and work from home. I primarily sell my crocheted items but would lov...