My next chapter

 Things have been shifting for me not by accident either.

I have decided to take my growth more seriously, and I don't mean "post when I feel like it" kind of way but with structure, support and intention behind everything I'm building. I'm building with purpose. 

One of the biggest changes is that I now have a media manager. That alone has completely changed on I approach content. I'm no longer trying to juggle this all on my own. there is a strategy in place, a plan in place and someone in my corner to help me grow. I now have to show up consistently and I'm ready.

Has this been easy? nope it hasn't been. This past week I had a slight melt down about an unrelated topic, then talked to my manager about the plan or this month and I am second guessing myself if I made the right decision. I think I did but it's just the amount of stuff I have to do this month seems unrealistic. This is what I signed up for right?!?!?!? Because this is mem choosing to be seen even on days where its uncomfortable. Expanding beyond one platform.

It's already starting to pay off especially financially, which is one reason I'm doing this. Because I'm disabled and can't work a 9 to 5 and because I want to connect with people like you reading this and share my story and maybe help you at the same time if you need it, just by sharing my story.

Not everything will be perfect, because nothing and no one is ever perfect, but the goal is growth.