Good enough?

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 Sometimes I ask myself am I good enough? Because my dreams and goals aren't being accomplished as fast as I would like them to be. I know building a business takes time, but I wish it could go faster as I want and need this to be my fulltime job and income. Everyone says the things I make are great and I'm talented but that doesn't pay the bills, that doesn't get my things sold. I don't say this to people because I know that comes off as rude and ungrateful which neither is true but that's just how I feel. I'm not a good seller, some people know how to sell and talk things up to get people to buy, I however cannot. I want my art to sell itself but clearly, it's not. I know I need to do something, but I can't find the happy medium. I sometimes can't find the motivation, I also have 2 YouTube channels and a TikTok page I'm trying to grow, 


With YouTube I have a vlogging channel and the other is a gaming channel. now with my vlogging channel what do I even post? I mean I know what to post, but I don't do anything. I clean, yes that counts but I always forget. other than that, I hardly do anything. I could vlog when I go to the store but I'm self-conscious about that and I know I can do a voiceover later, but I hardly go to the store, and it still feels awkward. I need motivation I need a pep talk from someone other than myself or my daughter. I need this to work. I need this to be good and grow.

ugh IDK

Well until next time my lovely people

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