Craft Show

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 So, I have a craft show tomorrow. I am always anxious because this is my job, I want and need to make money. Really, I have a vendor show every weekend for the next 3 weeks with the last one being a 2 day show. Stressed but excited. I want to grow my business and need to step up my game to getting things done.

But back to tomorrow, I am as ready as I can be. I don't have change for customers and that stresses me out. lol I make sure I can afford the show and have stock change is second.

But, I want to succeed more than anything, and to do this while dealing with my mental health, Depression and anxiety. getting over trauma and self-doubt as well as comparing myself to others. Its a struggle but i know i can do it


Remember you are loved and are amazing

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